Let’s refine the perception of our inner Worthfulness! One thought at a time.
My “Self Worth”…
is how often I think Positively of myself, and how often I think of myself as a Jerk.
Focussing on who I “Am”, versus pondering everything I am “Not”.
I’ve spent a LOT of my life – staring at Not. Thinking about my Bad.
Lost, thinking of things I’ve never had, and probably won’t.
Endless hours spent staring into the Abyss of missed chances and future despair.
Living in my Worst Worth…
was something I picked up as a habit young.
It became the lens through which I viewed my world. An invisible bias I couldn’t see myself making. An effortless misdirection.
I was always pointed at odd angles to believing in positive thought.
Caught up in it’s own propaganda, my mind became a machine that endlessly produced Not.
With effort, I’m turning my biased consciousness towards the worthy elements
of my self esteem – with a similar mechanical consistency.
Spending more time doing things that make me Shine.
Investing in efforts that lend to my preferential specificity, if only for the reason that it makes me Happy.
Not running away from their brilliant rays of opportunity – for fear of seeing my disbelief in a better light.
But, in a better light I feel less lost.
The more I can think of myself in terms of Opportunities Available
the more fluidly I can become – who I Am.
Eventually coming to the point where the Awesome person within me is always
easily apparent.
My journey continues – with every Not thought caught, and all Tragedy
allowed to be forgot.
What I Am – is the joyous evolution of an ever changing potential.
Every positive brainwave buys me a ticket on that ride.
Find your Worth – inside first.
One thought at a time.