I’m learning how to be a ball.
I didn’t think i was a very good life juggler
I felt socially clumsy
Timid when my neighbors were flying around me
Reaching for and dropping moving opportunities
Unable to create interesting patterns
I constantly felt overly responsible for everything happening around me
so i kept my life small.
One day, i was walking down the street visualizing my fellow pedestrians as balls
Flying in a huge connected pattern
with me as their master
Responsible for juggling all of them at once
But the vision soon broke because i wasn’t the center
Watching people move in patterns i couldn’t fathom.
Detached from the overall responsibility
I felt great relief in discovering that i’m not their juggler at all
I’m just a ball!
Flying amidst my neighbours.
Responsible for my own movement in the mix.
I can only improve my own arcs
Flying by example
Improving our interactive pattern by watching actions of others and adapting.
Clarifying my inner arc and reflecting it outward.
Become a conscious ball.
Improving the movement in your universe
Not trying to juggle others or let them juggle me.
Moving through mad patterns peacefully